From New York Times Bestselling Author, Penelope Douglas, comes the latest standalone love-hate romance..."We were perfect together. Until we met." MishaI can't help but smile at the lyrics in her letter. She misses me.In fifth grade, my teacher set us up with pen pals from a different school. Thinking I was a girl, with a name like Misha, the other teacher paired me up with her student, Ryen. My teacher, believing Ryen was a boy like me, agreed.It didn't take long for us to figure out the mistake. And in no time at all, we were arguing about everything. The best take-out pizza. Android vs. iPhone. Whether or not Eminem is the greatest rapper ever...And that was the start. For the next seven years, it was us.Her letters are always on black paper with silver writing. Sometimes there's one a week or three in a day, but I need them. She's the only one who keeps me on track, talks me down, and accepts everything I am.We only had three rules. No social media, no phone numbers, no pictures. We had a good thing going. Why ruin it?Until I run across a photo of a girl online. Name's Ryen, loves Gallo's pizza, and worships her iPhone. What are the chances?F*ck it. I need to meet her.I just don't expect to hate what I find.RyenHe hasn't written in three months. Something's wrong. Did he die? Get arrested? Knowing Misha, neither would be a stretch.Without him around, I'm going crazy. I need to know someone is listening. It's my own fault. I should've gotten his phone number or picture or something.He could be gone forever.Or right under my nose, and I wouldn't even know it.*Punk 57 is a stand alone New Adult romance. It is suitable for ages 18+.

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avadacre77
Apr 20, 2025
10/10 stars
This book filled my heart and soul. I loved it. Penelope formed a perfect storyline with twists, turns, secrets and truths ultimately showing the perfections in every character whilst also highlighting the flaws and the importance of reflection. I adored Misha’s character (both sides of him) he was beautifully portrayed as a strong willed person with a heart of gold that just happened to be filled with sadness and anger, and Ryen, as much as she irritated me and made me hate her, I fell in love with the true side of her and how she’s perfectly human. I hate reading books where the characters are so unbelievably fictional that I can’t relate to them, Ryen reminded me of people I know, people I knew, and in some ways myself. All aspects of this book filled me with emotion (every single emotion possible) and I was so grateful to myself for deciding to pick this book up, and in awe with Penelope for managing to write such a tragically beautiful thing.
‘It’s better to stand alone and be right than stand in a crowd and be wrong’
Courtasaurus Rex
Mar 22, 2025
8/10 stars
This was a guilty pleasure book for me. HANDWRITTEN NOTES. STOP. MY HEART.

Beyond that, I enjoyed the story and I feel like it was relatable to readers. Traumatic events can definitely change people and knock them out of their routine.

The high point of this story is finding and accepting yourself. I wouldn't call this a dark romance, even though it is marketed as such.

Now, my unexpected plot twists, MY LOVES FROM THE DEVIL'S NIGHT SERIES ARE HERE!!!!
Jazzymade
Feb 21, 2025
9/10 stars
Read from start to finish in less than 24 hours. It kept my attention and continued to build tension throughout. In both areas of the plot and sexual tension between the main characters. The only thing I wish was better was a less expecting ending.
karlareadsalot
Feb 15, 2025
7/10 stars
Scheiß Titel, aber spannende Highschool-Story mit ner Menge Spice 🌶️
BookSwoons
Dec 30, 2024
10/10 stars
If you like angst, smut, enemies (sort of) to lovers and when bullies get what they deserve..then you will love it.

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