The Not-Outcast

Cutler Ryder was everything I wasn't.


He was the hockey star. I was an outcast.

He was best friends with my stepbrother, that same stepbrother who hated me.

His two parents loved him. My mom was a junkie. My dad barely knew me.


Years passed.

I got my life together.

Cut went onto NHL stardom.


Then there was a text.

I was drinking.

There was a party.

Cut was there...


I loved Cutler Ryder since the first moment I saw him.

The only problem? He never knew I existed.

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Published Dec 16, 2020

Average rating: 8

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literarily_occupied
Aug 12, 2025
6/10 stars
3.5 / 5
Kelly5013
Feb 27, 2022
10/10 stars
Wow! This book had an impact on me. I went in totally blind. New to me author. Literally had no idea what I was getting into... all I did was listen to one of my favorite book pushers and she was ON POINT! I had so many feelings on this book that it really isn't even something I can talk too much about. I am usually not one for trigger warnings but I feel like this one could use one regarding the anxiety that Cheyenne deals with. She has some panic attacks during this book. I only say that because the author writes them so well that I actually started to feel a bit of an anxiety attack too... and then I felt so drained after! So REALLY great writing! And Cut was just everything.... super swoony to the max! I could have read so much more about these 2. I am so in love with this author and her writing that I have gotten a bunch of other books and I plan on getting into them as soon as I can. I am a fan!

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