If He Had Been with Me

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An achingly authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us, this YA romance bestseller is perfect for fans of Colleen Hoover, Jenny Han, and Lynn Painter.

If he had been with me, everything would have been different...

Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other.

Autumn has her boyfriend Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around.

That still doesn't stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together.

But come August, things will change forever. And as time passes, Autumn will be forced to confront how else life might have been different if they had never parted ways...

Captivating and heartbreaking, If He Had Been with Me is perfect for readers looking for:

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400 pages

Average rating: 6.66

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Anonymous

Jan 25, 2025

8/10 stars

I fell in love with Phineas Smith. And it broke my heart. A thousand times.

Itsmelindatho

Jan 17, 2025

9/10 stars

I loved this book, the ending was so sad but so good. I now need to read the if only I had told her. 😭

Steph_Sessions

Jan 15, 2025

9/10 stars

At first I was worried that I wouldn't be able to get into this book and at the end I was crying over these characters stories

hailkay

Jan 11, 2025

7/10 stars

At first, this book was really hard to get into. It sat, untouched for several months. I was mid way through it and just couldn’t finish it. Finally, I picked it up and finished it. The end, was great! I wish Finny got more time with her and there was more of THEM but the ending was good.

Applepi ♡

Dec 31, 2024

3/10 stars

I feel so bad to say this but I'm actually disappointed in this book. ( ._. )"" I get high hope when people on the Internet crying over this book which the reason for me to pick this book. To cry. Unfortunately, I don't find myself crying at all. Maybe once...that I almost cry but that not because I'm sad but I'm happy when I read the sweet moment. ( - ~ - ) Other than that, the reason for me why I can't give this a high rate is due to the writing way despite it's an easy reading since the book full of short chapter. I'm not a fan of a 'day routines'. I mean, it's good since I can understand how Autumn's life is, the detail of it but it actually to plain and nothing seem to be highlight. (っ- ‸ - ς) Also, I can't with the book cuz it's always talk about 'it' like they can casually asking it among them. Idk why but it's made me feel weird like this is not what I expected to read. (｡･-･) For the spicy scene (which I assume it's a spicy scene) , I don't want to comment on it since I'm not a fan of spicy but all I can said is, I don't like when they talking about 'it' a lot time. ( ._. )"" Overall, I don't think I will but any of her book...traumatised (｡･-･)