If He Had Been with Me

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An achingly authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us, this YA romance bestseller is perfect for fans of Colleen Hoover, Jenny Han, and Lynn Painter.

If he had been with me, everything would have been different...

Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other.

Autumn has her boyfriend Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around.

That still doesn't stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together.

But come August, things will change forever. And as time passes, Autumn will be forced to confront how else life might have been different if they had never parted ways...

Captivating and heartbreaking, If He Had Been with Me is perfect for readers looking for:

Contemporary teen romance books
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Complex emotional YA stories
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Published Nov 1, 2019

336 pages

Average rating: 6.66

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Sndough

Jul 07, 2025

2/10 stars

I was a bit disappointed as I feel I just couldn’t get past the book being a teenager vibe. It felt rather predictable and just a tad boring.

NDThompson

Mar 28, 2025

6/10 stars

Cute book, it def sucks you in but be prepared for heartbreak!! All the feels for sure!

Bookworm25

Dec 31, 2024

10/10 stars

Great starter as a beginner reader this is the book that got me into reading more this year and I love it I cried so much

Mrs. Dainty

Sep 30, 2024

9/10 stars

I have not read YA in a long time. I am glad I took this recommendation. I liked the way this book was written and how the author was able to touch on heavy subjects. I did shed a tear at the end and I will read the next book.

Anna Shields

Jul 29, 2025

8/10 stars

4.5 stars. The entire concept/plot had a lot of cliches, but It made me so invested in the characters. I really felt for autumn. I have to many feelings to articulate them properly.