If He Had Been with Me

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An achingly authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us, this YA romance bestseller is perfect for fans of Colleen Hoover, Jenny Han, and Lynn Painter.

If he had been with me, everything would have been different...

Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other.

Autumn has her boyfriend Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around.

That still doesn't stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together.

But come August, things will change forever. And as time passes, Autumn will be forced to confront how else life might have been different if they had never parted ways...

Captivating and heartbreaking, If He Had Been with Me is perfect for readers looking for:

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400 pages

Average rating: 6.65

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a&t

Mar 09, 2025

7/10 stars

Started off slowly, but could not put it down when I got into it. Very sad ending, but some great lessons learnt.

ellieluvs2read

Mar 02, 2025

10/10 stars

Started out a 4.5/10. Ended a 10/10. It was a slow start until around chapter 40. Once I hit that chapter I was hooked. I read until 73 at work and I finished listening to it on audio on my way home from work because I was that close and I was sitting in Walmart parking lot when I had my heart ripped out.

Xquisyd

Feb 06, 2025

8/10 stars

Solid character development but ending was abrupt and rushed - loved the story between the two main characters and how they grew with each other - cried a little

Anonymous

Jan 25, 2025

8/10 stars

I fell in love with Phineas Smith. And it broke my heart. A thousand times.

Itsmelindatho

Jan 17, 2025

9/10 stars

I loved this book, the ending was so sad but so good. I now need to read the if only I had told her. 😭