When We Were Birds: A Novel

A mythic love story set in Trinidad, Ayanna Lloyd Banwo's radiant debut is a masterwork of lush imagination and exuberant storytelling—a spellbinding and hopeful novel about inheritance, loss, and love's seismic power to heal.

"Roots the reader in [Trinidad’s] traditions and rituals [and] ... in the glorious matriarchy by which lineage is upheld. The result is a depiction of ordinary life that’s full and breathtaking."—The New York Times Book Review

In the old house on a hill, where the city meets the rainforest, Yejide’s mother is dying. She is leaving behind a legacy that now passes to Yejide: one St Bernard woman in every generation has the power to shepherd the city’s souls into the afterlife. But after years of suffering her mother’s neglect and bitterness, Yejide is looking for a way out.
 
Raised in the countryside by a devout Rastafarian mother, Darwin has always abided by the religious commandment not to interact with death. He has never been to a funeral, much less seen a dead body. But when the only job he can find is grave digging, he must betray the life his mother built for him in order to provide for them both. Newly shorn of his dreadlocks and his past, and determined to prove himself, Darwin finds himself adrift in a city electric with possibility and danger.
 
Yejide and Darwin will meet inside the gates of Fidelis, an ancient and sprawling cemetery, where the dead lie uneasy in their graves and a reckoning with fate beckons them both.

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Published Feb 14, 2023

304 pages

Average rating: 6.74

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Community Reviews

Oxford PA’s bevy of book lovers
Mar 29, 2025
4/10 stars
Sometimes hard to follow. A slow read.
JShrestha
Aug 25, 2023
6/10 stars
I had alot of faith in this storyline but it took alot of determination to focus on the narrative. I feel like the slow start due to the prose might have stolen my ability to focus but I did like the two main characters and the story of their struggle to provide for their family while maintaining and respecting their culture. I think this is a rare book that I would have to read a second time to give it another chance.
ammareadabook
Aug 04, 2022
Such a vivid story!

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