In Search of Us

Ava Dellaira's In Search of Us is a sweeping multi-generational love story.

To seventeen-year-old Angie, who is mixed-race, Marilyn is her hardworking, devoted white single mother. But Marilyn was once young, too.

When Marilyn was seventeen, she fell in love with Angie's father, James, who was African-American. But Angie's never met him, and Marilyn has always told her he died before she was born. When Angie discovers evidence of an uncle she's never met she starts to wonder: What if her dad is still alive, too?

So she sets off on a journey to find him, hitching a ride to LA from her home in New Mexico with her ex-boyfriend, Sam. Along the way, she uncovers some hard truths about herself, her mother, and what truly happened to her father.

"A rare and special book. Part mother-daughter love story, part road trip journey, part compelling mystery, and one hundred percent beautiful, spellbinding tearjerker. I’m in love with every page." —Jennifer Niven, New York Times bestselling author of All the Bright Places and Holding Up the Universe

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Published Apr 21, 2020

416 pages

Average rating: 7.33

3 RATINGS

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abakalaba
Jan 02, 2025
8/10 stars
Loved it!

I downloaded this book by accident, but I’m so glad I did. I love the authors writing style and was immediately hooked!
meledden
Dec 31, 2022
8/10 stars
This was an incredibly emotive story which follows mother and daughter, both at seventeen. In parallel, it explores their first loves, their relationships with family and their struggles with poverty. It was beautifully and tenderly written and also very sad in parts. It kept me guessing throughout as it gradually revealed the mother’s back story and the impact it has on her daughter’s life and emotional state.

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