I Feed Her to the Beast and the Beast Is Me (I Feed Her to the Beast, 1)

There will be blood.
Ace of Spades meets House of Hollow in this villain origin story.
Laure Mesny is a perfectionist with an axe to grind. Despite being constantly overlooked in the elite and cutthroat world of the Parisian ballet, she will do anything to prove that a Black girl can take center stage. To level the playing field, Laure ventures deep into the depths of the Catacombs and strikes a deal with a pulsating river of blood.
The primordial power Laure gains promises influence and adoration, everything she’s dreamed of and worked toward. With retribution on her mind, she surpasses her bitter and privileged peers, leaving broken bodies behind her on her climb to stardom.
But even as undeniable as she is, Laure is not the only monster around. And her vicious desires make her a perfect target for slaughter. As she descends into madness and the mystifying underworld beneath her, she is faced with the ultimate choice: continue to break herself for scraps of validation or succumb to the darkness that wants her exactly as she is—monstrous heart and all. That is, if the god-killer doesn’t catch her first.
From debut author Jamison Shea comes I Feed Her to the Beast and the Beast Is Me, a twisted dark fantasy that lifts a veil on the institutions that profit on exclusion and the toll of giving everything to a world that will never love you back.
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âI Feed Her to the Beast and the Beast Is Meâ is an absolutely mesmerizing read; thrilling, chilling, and impossible to put down. The characters are beautifully crafted, each with a depth and complexity that draws you into their world. The author masterfully builds tension, and the plot twists are perfectly executed, keeping you on edge while delivering the unexpected at every turn.
This book doesnât just tell a story; it immerses you in an experience. From the hauntingly vivid imagery to the raw emotional stakes, every page feels intentional and gripping. If youâre a fan of dark, thought-provoking tales that push boundaries and explore the human psyche, this is the book youâve been waiting for. Itâs everything I needed and more.
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